Skip to main content

What For?

Made me on Canva

I have been learning English since my freshman to pursue my dream. But, I feel a little setback after failing the English test. I just feel wasted. Useless. So, I don't think what for when I still talk in English. And, also, being a Deaf person, it doesn't easy to have a privilege. My life is useless and I have lost my money and also my time. Just asking myself, what for. What for I still learn, write, read, and talk in English all day and all my life. My life sucks. I have nothing here and at least my future plans. I just don't know why. 

I just hope my life is better and being alone. I don't want to live with the closest people. I just need to be alone and do what I want to.  Writing a book and being unemployed. That's my life that has been created. As it is should be. I hate what is a dream. It sucks and is unreal. Useless. 

I won't talk about it anymore. I am considering blocking my account and blogging. I think it should be done it. I just want to be alone and spend my life. That's it. 

Good bye, my sucks dream! My life is just useless and sucks.

Thanks, everyone!

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Apakah Anda Sungguh Berpikir Bahwa Orang Tuli Tidak Bisa Belajar Bahasa Inggris? (Terjemahan Bahasa Indonesia)

Sumber:https://www.fitriananda.com/2020/08/ayo-belajar-bahasa-inggris-seru-loh_19.html  Sebagai orang Indonesia yang terlahir sebagai orang Tuli tidak akan pernah mudah. Ada banyak stereotipe tentang orang Tuli, seperti bodoh, bahasa isyarat adalah bahasa Tarzan, tidak ada masa depan, bisu, tidak sempurna, berdosa, dll. Dan juga, banyak orang dengar berpikir bahwa bahasa isyarat tidak dapat membantu orang Tuli untuk belajar untuk menulis dan berbicara. Sebaliknya, membaca bibir yang diyakini banyak orang dengar dapat membantu orang Tuli untuk menyesuaikan kehidupan masyarakat dengar secara standar. Seperti halnya Alexander Graham Bell adalah pendiri telepon, saya tidak yakin karena sejauh ini saya tahu bahwa dia mencuri telepon yang diklaimnya. Dia membenci bahasa isyarat karena menurutnya bahasa isyarat tidak dapat membantu orang Tuli untuk menulis bahasa Inggris dengan baik. Saya akan menjelaskan sejarah singkat Tuli tentang apa yang terjadi warisannya yang mengerikan untuk gener...
2 comments
Read more

How To Behave The Statement of Ableism and Audism Ways Thinking?

Indonesia’s social affairs minister Bu Risma criticised for telling an event on the International Day of People with Disability that Deaf people should force themselves to speak in public (rather than use sign language). Source: https://twitter.com/Jayandaru2020/status/1466312635050201093 That's heartbreaking and just speechless what she spoke on Deaf people and over 7 million Deaf people in Indonesia. Turning the International Disability Day on December 1-4th, 2021, that isn't what we expected to be respected for our language and culture. We were asked to speak without sign language and felt hurt, mad, disappointed, and standing up to what we the most know of our language and culture, sign language. No one can instead, except someone has their right to freedom in the ways of communication they had and must be respected any they decided.  There are 90% of Deaf children who raised by hearing families who don't know Deaf culture. The data I got is from Surya Sahetapy who is a...
Post a Comment
Read more

Just Write

Source: https://bendstahl.wordpress.com/2014/02/11/just-write/ Write...Write...Write... Just writing something I would love to share. It's come to more ways could I do. I love talking and writing as both. Just writing I can say as much as I can. It represents my heart and thoughts that would like to share.   I can put over 200 words as at least I still strong make more. For writing, I can be upset and talk the truth who as people might haven't known. However, I admit that I have limited of free-expression due to a personal religion that I have. I don't want to put my belief in. As instead of, I just trying on making a neutral thing as hoping will not bother. I know it's a public website, but still trying to make it as neutral as I can possible. I don't want to make it happen to me.  Breathing... I have been lonely and stressed for years. Lost by motivations. Loneliness in this downtown away from my home. My way goes out from my home. I just want to be alone and be i...
Post a Comment
Read more