Welcome to My Mind!

I was born to being a man, I really don't think I will being who am I here. I proudly to be a Deaf person actually, but as gender, I don't think what that is. Overwhelming that I felt to being a Deaf person, but either to being a man, is really tough to identity who am I. I identify just being human. I think that really makes sense to me. I personally would be comfortable to being human without gender. I know the Lord creates men and women or other genders that I found and seen, but I know He will knows who really am I and what am like being I. That is tough, but it is in still progressing. I know that is destiny, but I don't feel what these kind of. I don't proud to be a man when I see many men's are sexual crimes suspect and I have found that very little research identifies men as victims of sexual crimes. That's happening in my country, Indonesia. I always find out those women's as victim of sexual crimes and effects an important social movement for the f...

That is a risk and consequence that I live in a majority-religion and ethnic country. If you come to Indonesia, you will see how the privilege works and how the system works. But, if you feel confused, you need to read about babi ngepet first (link: https://coconuts.co/jakarta/news/depok-villagers-behead-babi-ngepet-shapeshifting-boar-demon-accused-of-stealing-money/). "The neighbors are unemployed but has many money," Wati, a woman neighbor said. It is the point could you know.  I never like to talk about the people business, because it's not my business. And even, include my parents. I always let them to work and want to do everything they wanted. Because I don't like it. That's not all things yet, but it also includes religion thing, like "have you ever praying?", "why didn't you praying?", "when do you go to the church?", etc. It seems like human taking over and feeling like a God, although they're just human but they neve...