The 30th Letter: Well, I'm not a GOD As Simple That

That is a risk and consequence that I live in a majority-religion and ethnic country. If you come to Indonesia, you will see how the privilege works and how the system works. But, if you feel confused, you need to read about babi ngepet first (link: https://coconuts.co/jakarta/news/depok-villagers-behead-babi-ngepet-shapeshifting-boar-demon-accused-of-stealing-money/). "The neighbors are unemployed but has many money," Wati, a woman neighbor said. It is the point could you know.

I never like to talk about the people business, because it's not my business. And even, include my parents. I always let them to work and want to do everything they wanted. Because I don't like it. That's not all things yet, but it also includes religion thing, like "have you ever praying?", "why didn't you praying?", "when do you go to the church?", etc. It seems like human taking over and feeling like a God, although they're just human but they never know that one.

I would always remember that my life principle that "My sin is my responsible to God not you and anybody wants know me. You're not God and you're just human. Let me alone, please.". Yeah, that's just simple things could I said. Nobody who will know it. I was putting down what I feel like a robotic not a free-human.

How do I feel like this? It is really scary. I fear anybody are a papparazi who always like to stalking what I do and what I want. I sometime gotta hide it and I never take a picture to show what I want and what I just do to, especially if I'm in a unsafe place, Tbh ya, it's a tough. I never believe that the people, but I believe my best friends who will let me to do and want.

The things that you can is give to support and respect them and their decision to what do to and what want to. Nobody shall not to rights to know. It's private. You all must respect private, except if you broke up the laws or the rules, you can caught. That's gotta separate things between.

Well, I hope that anybody will hear and read this text till the end. Don't read snippets of the text, then make a heretical assumption to blame anybody who haven't related. Read till the end, please. It's great for you. It will benefits to yourself.

Thanks, everyone.

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