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Hutan Pinus, Yogyakarta, 2018 I reflected and wrote it myself last night. More than two hours away I spent thinking about what I felt and what I did. This is what I wrote: " The Glory of the Lord coming to the nature's earth that we living. How it does, how it should be grateful, and what things make you feel be more peaceful. This is the Greatest of the Lord that you knew, whether you're rich, you're privileged, you're an ordinary, and whatever you have. No one the Lord sees in all your backgrounds had, but God sees your heart. God loves you whatever. You have to love back. Through the nature's you visit, you feel what you think and what you praying for. By reading the holy book you brought, you will find out what you're looking for. I'm beyond happy, keep positive behave, and try to manage my heart condition, what I try, I believe fully in the Lord has a desire to me, such I want a desire to be. As God knows, I believe what takes on next. Since I see ...

As of you know since you were reading my blog for the first time, I would love to share what I'm thinking and feeling what I have any events. And, I have been working as an intern since September 6th, 2021. And, I'm going to end my internship on Friday. Where is the company I interned at? I think it's a private thing so and I'm regretfully not to say what the company I interned at. Well, I will look like up to below and probably create more shortened. So, I don't need to waste my time writing a long caption as there are unnecessary things to be written. In the beginning, I didn't think that I was there and interned with the staff who are about of majority hearing and persons with disabilities as well. I was actually had to imagine out that if I intern with hearing people who don't know sign language and Deaf culture, and worst that they don't know how to interact with a Deaf person. That was hopeless. I wanted to work in Jakarta or Semarang that needs mo...

Having a Deaf person who uses and speaks sign language get identify who am I and where grew up in this community. Deaf people are about of the minority population in the country and the world. When you make a circle, then you make two bowls, which are one small and one big. We are Deaf people and live in a small circle, and you guys are hearing people and live in a big circle. What affect, system, and create to our community would be created what to be and kind of you guys wanted to be when we aren't strong community. Sign language is my identity and mother tongue that is given by Him to Deaf people. He gives a beautiful gift. A beautiful gift cannot be compared to other gifts that we received. Sign language helps me to grow up knowing, insight, everything I never knew, and the new world that I live in. Make new friends who know sign language, meet with people who know sign language, and full accessibility, that all the way make me feel comfortable and never feel alone anymore. I h...

Need to grow up English skills would definitely need stuff you can take. You can download Grammarly, use it on Google Translate, or anything translation apps you can find easily. Either I do, because those are the only apps that could help me to grow up my English skills. But, someone tells me that those don't really help and even the professor that they said can detect how far original that written or not if you wanted to write a journal or an article.  Well, as a secondary language person, I definitely don't trust myself. Sometimes happens. I see the articles on Medium, it is so really good at English writing. I want to become like that. I don't know how looks like. I know they are native-speaker, but part of them also is a secondary language person. Medium is one of thing could help me more reading that I needed. Thank you Medium! I love Medium! Then, where could I improve my writing? I will use these apps that I have a chance to grow up my writing skills. What these are...

I was born to hearing person but I was being a Deaf person when I was five years after birth. The one thing was usually what was supposed to do it for my recovery that checked out to the hospital. Then, my parents who are hearing people but they don't know about Deaf as well. In the facts that saying almost 90% of Deaf people are from hearing family (source: Surya Sahetapy's speech over Zoom). And the 90% of one my parents included. So, you absolutely know how I felt and fought as a Deaf person growing up without sign language and Deaf culture. I got realized that what is kind of an identity as a Deaf person since I was about to high school in 2016, which the best friend invited to meet with Deaf employees who worked for my first interpreter, Bias. They changed me as well and how worth it in my life as a Deaf person.  How did long needed to be found self-identity as a Deaf person? I think that was years and times that I didn't know how much I had. I had many problems and so...