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The 19th Letter: Crisis Identity

"I'm like hearing person if I can hear and talk." "You're not Deaf, you'll become hearing person." "You cannot speak sign language because hearing people can't speak sign language." All conversations and memories into in my mind I was like believe those conversations. I hadn't time to think. However, I still confused how to get those hopes. Do I will become hearing person? Do I will speaking? Why wouldn't be speaking sign language which itself Deaf language? I didn't know. I felt like forced to doing which I really didn't know why. They believing that because of God message and it be might because of professional people who have their experience to working those cases. I still believe in God actually but I'm a rational person always like something makes sense and never believe the conspiracy. I was going to doctor and some places. Then, how the result? It wasn't according their hope. I still being Deaf. Deaf totally....